More than just a pretty face, a pretty picture, or a funny video!
(Get Inside My Life!)
I created an official website so I could place all my thoughts and pictures and random idea's everywhere. and not have to worry about the criticism I get everywhere else! Here no one knows me, and I can really tell everyone how I feel. and the people who do know me, can get a taste of what I really am, without all the lies and rumors!
I guess I live in my own little world. you dont have to like me. you dont have to love me. you dont have to look at me. or talk to me. or befriend me. and even stand near me.
YOUTUBE. MYSPACE. LIVEJOURNAL. INTERNET BLOGGING SITES. STICKAM. BUZZNET. every where I go people already HATE me and they know NOTHING about me. NOTHING.
So this is MY PLACE.. where I can talk about what I want to talk about.. I am going to post all my BLOGS and THOUGHT and JOURNALS here...
You can read it, and really get to know me, and try to like me. Or you can continue to do your thing, either way I'm ABOVE IT! and I've moved on!
I DONT FOCUS MY LIFE AROUND THE HATE AND NEGATIVITY THAT OTHER PEOPLE SEEM TO DO.. I LIVE MY LIFE FOR ME... and for my friends and my family.
I will update this atleast 3 or 4 times weekly. with new pictures and video's and keep you all into whats really going on..
My upcoming TRAVEL dates, and where and when I will be doing what.
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ANY MESSAGES! (I ONLY HAVE TIME TO REPLY TO COMMENTS RIGHT NOW! THANKS!)
Ok Ok Ok, so lately. this is the HOT TOPIC.. Internet Celebrity-ism. so I'm here to set the RECORD straight.. YES. I consider myself an Internet Celebrity.. I AM... dont play. its true.
I'm not the only one who thinks it. I HELPED TOKEN THE TERM... "Internet Celebrity" helped INVENT a new way of life and promotion for FUTURE Famous people...
I helped do that.
I KNOW IT. YOU KNOW IT. YAHOO KNOWS IT. GOOGLE KNOWS IT. MYSPACE KNOWS IT.
**HEART BROKEN** --- I'm SINGLE & ALONE, Depressed & Sad!
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LEAVE COMMENTS ONLY PLEASE! I NEED REALLY AWESOME ADVICE... I'm hurting guys.. REALLY BAD!
so you know last week I wrote a blog and bulletin about how in love I was in. and everything felt right and I didnt know how to deal with it and asked for advice..
WELL.. tonight he told me that we couldnt date.
he was going back to his PIECE OF SHIT EX-BOYFRIEND.
and it ripped my heart out of my chest and killed me.
I've never felt so connected with someone before.
Never fell in "LOVE" like that before.
NEVER HALF OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED.
he actually made me happy.
just hanging out, or laying out, I was happy.
and now.
ITS ALL GONE..
I've been crying all night.
I've eaten half the house. and I'm gorging myself to deal with the pain. It feels like I was STABBED in the heart. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME.. I never feel this way.
EVER.
and the one time I lift my guard. its gets murdered, shattered, and handed back to me.
I DONT HATE HIM.
I still want to be with him.
all my friends are telling me to be MAD.
and I cant.
I'M IN LOVE.. It hurts soo bad.
If he comes back to me, I will go right back like things were... I want them to be that way. I WANT TO BE WITH HIM... we make each other happy.
I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY, I dont want to talk about it anymore.. I've cried and cried and cried. I've ate and ate and ate. I've drank and drank and drank.
and now I'm mellowed out. I cant feel anything.
but I still FEEL everything.
I feel like CARRIE in the new SEX AND THE CITY movie after BIG left her at the library and she drank herself to death and went to MEXICO..
My MR.BIG ditched me.
and CARRIE has lost her mind.
I cant deal anymore.
I'm going to bed.
LEAVE ME SOUND ADVICE.
PLEASE!
- Brandon Hilton
LEAVE COMMENTS ONLY PLEASE! I NEED REALLY AWESOME ADVICE... I'm hurting guys.. REALLY BAD!
I'M THE BOY WHO DOES IT ALL... I'm the boy who needs to slow down!
GOT THE OFFICIAL DESIGNS FOR ONE OF MY NEW T-SHIRTS! and I love it.. cant wait to start getting them printed and out for sale. People are already flipping out.. I LOVE THE DESIGN.. this is only the beginning!
expect MUCH COLOR... much POP! much CULTURE! much AMAZING!
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
and here are a few idea's of what the design will kinda look like on Tee's... THIS KID IS PURELY AMAZING.. love love love him...
